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BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..

Phewwwww~ setelah bermati-matian mendapatkan signal yang ok untuk update blog, akhirnya hari ini aku BERJAYA!!!!! Ok tu semua drama, tiada la sampai mati pun cari signal.. haha... lol... *susah betul mau cari signal di kawasan ni~

I'm super glad that this semester finally has ended. I know that saying this is a little bit late (well, since i've been staying at home enjoying this so called holidays for over a week~) but y'all know what they say, better late than never ;) so ok... moving on, weeks before my life was so hectic that i didn't know what should i do to keep living. anyway, at least i still survive and most importantly, alive~

the exam went well.... i guess.... i think.... ya, it went well! considering there were people leaving the exam hall almost 1 and a half hour before time's up, and considering i tortured my pens to their last drop on the last second, i think i'm gonna be fine. i hope.

i've made up my mind. i think it's time for me to take the biggest step in my life. i think its time to be...




M.A.T.U.R.E.


No actually maybe its the 2nd biggest step. 1st one is to get married~ HAMBOIIHHHHHHH mengada anak pacik a***r ni.. bagi senang mak bapak pun belum ada hati mau berangan~! lolllllll! ok so maybe its the third biggest step.. haha..

yeah... 'cause you know what, the reason i wasn't able to handle and solve my problems is because i am immature. Yup... i finally said it. It's not that i don't want to be mature before this in life but.... it's hard to change the spoil-brat-mama'sgirl in me to a very persevere-elegant-looking and mature lady. though i'm already 22. Omooooo!!! my mom bore me at this age and here i am still doesn't know what it takes to be a proper lady and how to be one~ Problemo indeed! No wonder nobody likes me. lol! One of my friends even said that i'm too bold as a lady. fierce looking. walk like a boy and bla3~~~~~ Dear, am i that bad? I guess so... Since not only one person told me that. Ok not being a proper lady is the second issue. the biggest problem is i am immature. i handle my problem like a little kid! So i need to have a wide vision of what i'm gonna do in order to face the issues in my life instead of just blindly following what my heart say. YUP! Algesimida! I hope this trial will work~ Good luck on being mature wani!

p/s: I don't even know whether this is gonna work or it's gonna be the other way around +_+