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BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM...

"An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth...

If you live that way, this whole world will become blind.

All those people that are rude to you, it's because they're jealous, because you're so lucky.

So don't hate them.

Don't be mean to them and feel sorry for them.

Just promise me, you won't hate someone enought to ruin your life.

Once a person is born in this world,

the life is not even long enough to love each other, right?"

-I Hear Your Voice-

Hmm.... Never thought I could learn something from watching korean drama =_=' *ok, serious mode.

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They say, don't hold a grudge for too long. It will kill you in the end. Hating someone is tiring. Indeed. It is.

Therefore, I don't want to end up ruining the moments in my life for spending too much time on hating. The ending of everything due to hatred.... is just.... never good.

It's time, I should stop hating...

I realize that... life is too short to mourn for that hatred, that disappointment, that sadness, that pain... I once had.

It's time... to be happy again. 

And start something new... :)

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BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..

Phewwwww~ setelah bermati-matian mendapatkan signal yang ok untuk update blog, akhirnya hari ini aku BERJAYA!!!!! Ok tu semua drama, tiada la sampai mati pun cari signal.. haha... lol... *susah betul mau cari signal di kawasan ni~

I'm super glad that this semester finally has ended. I know that saying this is a little bit late (well, since i've been staying at home enjoying this so called holidays for over a week~) but y'all know what they say, better late than never ;) so ok... moving on, weeks before my life was so hectic that i didn't know what should i do to keep living. anyway, at least i still survive and most importantly, alive~

the exam went well.... i guess.... i think.... ya, it went well! considering there were people leaving the exam hall almost 1 and a half hour before time's up, and considering i tortured my pens to their last drop on the last second, i think i'm gonna be fine. i hope.

i've made up my mind. i think it's time for me to take the biggest step in my life. i think its time to be...




M.A.T.U.R.E.


No actually maybe its the 2nd biggest step. 1st one is to get married~ HAMBOIIHHHHHHH mengada anak pacik a***r ni.. bagi senang mak bapak pun belum ada hati mau berangan~! lolllllll! ok so maybe its the third biggest step.. haha..

yeah... 'cause you know what, the reason i wasn't able to handle and solve my problems is because i am immature. Yup... i finally said it. It's not that i don't want to be mature before this in life but.... it's hard to change the spoil-brat-mama'sgirl in me to a very persevere-elegant-looking and mature lady. though i'm already 22. Omooooo!!! my mom bore me at this age and here i am still doesn't know what it takes to be a proper lady and how to be one~ Problemo indeed! No wonder nobody likes me. lol! One of my friends even said that i'm too bold as a lady. fierce looking. walk like a boy and bla3~~~~~ Dear, am i that bad? I guess so... Since not only one person told me that. Ok not being a proper lady is the second issue. the biggest problem is i am immature. i handle my problem like a little kid! So i need to have a wide vision of what i'm gonna do in order to face the issues in my life instead of just blindly following what my heart say. YUP! Algesimida! I hope this trial will work~ Good luck on being mature wani!

p/s: I don't even know whether this is gonna work or it's gonna be the other way around +_+

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