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BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM...

Melihat jamku, 12.46 pagi. 

Kenapa mataku masih terang? 

Nasyid & tugasan. 

Rasa mahu pengsan pun ada. 

Esok bermula kisah perjalananku bersama yang lain ke bumi kenyalang. 

Excited bukan main. 

Pertama kali kiranya menjejakkan kaki ke sana. 

Semoga semuanya berjalan dengan lancar dan dipermudahkan Allah. SWT. 

INSYAALLAH...

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I'm not a good daughter...

A hopeless sister...

The worst bestfriend ever...

A terrible human being...

MA...

PA...

I'M SORRY..

I am sorry I can't help to reduce your burden :'(

I am sorry for now I can only watch you cry and keep holding on with that tears upon your face...

I am sorry I don't have the power to stand in front of you.. to protect you from them...

I am sorry I let them hurt both of you...

I am sorry I let them made your life even harder than it supposed to...

I am sorry I can only cry together with you for now...

I am sorry... I truly am... 

I am sorry I can't be a good daughter.. not good enough to protect you.

I promise.

We'll get through this... together...

The storm will pass...

One day, I'll be strong enough.. to stand up against them...

On that day, I promise, I will never let them get close enough to both of you... to hurt you again..

That day, never will I let them or anyone else step on us again!

THIS IS MY PROMISE.

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Dulu...
Ia tenang...
Lembut...
Mendamaikan..

Entah bila..
Tiba-tiba ia terhempas ke dasar
Berkecai..
Menjadi kepingan-kepingan
yang tidak lagi sempurna sebagaimana yang dulu

Serpihan-serpihan tajam itu
Yang mencalar dan meluka..
Meninggalkan gores-gores luka tak terlihat

Yang tahu...
Cuma Dia dan hati...
Betapa diri itu cuba bangkit
Mencari kekuatan yang kerap kali hilang
Setiap kali duka melambung
Mencari asa yang kian lama terputus
Setiap kali harapannya pudar.







If you are here in front of me, I would say I'm sorry...
Because I still can't forget you
Even though you are much more happier than you once were
With HER... now...
Even though you are doing fine without me..
I'm sorry..
I'll try harder 
TO FORGET...

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