September 2013 ~ Wanie Amir

Monday, 30 September 2013

THE QUESTION

By Wanie Amir September 30, 2013 // No comments

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

THE QUESTION...

The question of whether I did the right thing...

whether I was wrong....

whether I should give a chance....

whether I should stay....

whether I should leave....

ALL these questions...

keep haunting me....

... and just like that....... IT'S OVER...... every single part of it...

By Wanie Amir September 21, 2013 // 22 comments

how am i suppose to find you now?

where are you?

why do i keep looking for you?

why can't i stop thinking about you?

why do i hope to meet you?

this is not what i expected to happen :'(

i can't find the courage to tell you....

or to be exact, i'm still holding on to my ego........... and therefore, i still can't tell you...........

that.....

now......

this instance.........

there is something.........

i feel......

here.....

in my HEART......

now,

i can never find the right moment to tell you.....

that......

i think i love you............

and you will never know how i feel..........

that's how it has always been.....

i lost you...........

just like that.................

YES! I am complicated!

By Wanie Amir September 10, 2013 // 13 comments

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM...

Ya... aku memang tidak menafikan hakikat bahawa aku seorang yang sangat sukar difahami.

Tidak ada yang akan mampu untuk memahami kenapa aku buat sesuatu keputusan... dan kenapa aku bertindak sedemikian dalam sesuatu perkara.

Kadang-kadang orang akan rasa aku seseorang yang terlalu mudah untuk 'dibaca'.

Kadang-kadang pula orang akan buntu sendiri untuk mengagak bagaimana cara aku berfikir.

Kadang-kadang aku mungkin dianggap lurus bendul dan terlalu berkompromi.

Kadang-kadang aku dianggap kejam dan tidak punya perasaan.

YA. AKU SUKAR UNTUK DIFAHAMI.

UNTUK ITU, AKU TIDAK MINTA UNTUK DIFAHAMI.

KERANA ITU, AKU TERIMA JIKA TIADA YANG MAMPU MEMAHAMI.

AKU MULA TERBIASA BERDIRI SENDIRI, TANPA ADA SESIAPA DI SISI.

Dan aku tidak menyesali hakikat itu...