Thursday, 31 October 2013

A Better Person...


BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM...


"its never too late to be a better person than what or who you were yesterday..."

i hope this quote is true

because i want to be better

the best... if possible...

i really do...

I wish to have the love, luck, and happiness that all my friends have...
But, I never wanted to feel their pain, frustration, disappointment... the dark side of their life...
Such a selfish thought... isn't it?

Was I born this way?
To be selfish all the time...
Not to think of others but myself... and nothing else...
Am i that heartless...?

i wish i could be a better person. for me and everyone else...

why can't you just change, wani... being like this.. you are becoming a burden. No, you ARE a burden.

47 comments:

Unknown said...

It doesn't matter. Who is without a flaw? Don't worry,crawl if you must,be sure to take a little step forward to becoming a better woman,you'll reach your destination without you even noticed...I'm sure you're going to best among them all nigga's.....btw,kenapa aku saja yang komen kat blogmu ni? macam menyibuk saja,hehe,about you becoming a burden?? beban?? LOL!! pun indeed..adios...

He Will Always Be There.. :)

asmidar khautsar said...

Ko jk yg komen sbb ko jk yg bca... hahaha... anyway, thanks 4 d words :)

Unknown said...

ok..kak Shafa..tak mengapa,merepek cuma..oh,bila kau balik Semporna?? kita jumpa nak?

Wanie Amir said...

kakak la sgt~~~~~ haha... 15hb.... lau jmpa rmai2 aku mau... ble jgk

Unknown said...

apa,ramai2..kalau takat 4 ke 5 orang,boleh? Haha,emm,tak mengapalah kak...tak jadi,teringat balik 'Dark Pact'ku...

Wanie Amir said...

wht dark pact??? ok then.. if u say so...

Unknown said...

taklah...cuma kita takkan bawa mana-mana perempuan keluar kecuali sudah sedia..you know,i never do this kind of thing,hehe..My Dark Pact,the first woman..that I take out with a date with me...Is going to be my Wife,just some of my random childhood stuff,..well then..adios. :)

Unknown said...

*to a date with me...

P.s Azhar=R.I.P English

Wanie Amir said...

wait a sec, i thought when u said 'lets meet' u r talking about like friends reunion n things like tht... wht u meant was, meeting like going out on a date??? or did i misunderstood wht u've said??? =.='

Unknown said...

haha,no,no,no..its not like that,not a date,as of 'date'...maksudku...sekiranya aku mengajak mana-mana perempuan,dan kemudian aku teringat janjiku semasa kecil pada diriku tu,..sebab,aku berniat nak ajak kau keluar,'keluar'..yang keluar..bukan,yang itu...haish,kenapa pula aku macam kasi complicated ini benda,maaf kalau ada tersalah faham...haha,nampaknya tabiat lamaku belum hilang lagi...

Wanie Amir said...

owh.... i c.... i c... its ok....

Unknown said...

haaa..huuu..hahaha...so,kalau aku betul-betul mahu ajak kau keluar nanti,kau terima tak??..not now,maybe..

Wanie Amir said...

if u mean hanging out with friends, i'm cool

Unknown said...

hahaha,are you always this hilarious? No,not hanging out,..temujanji,like you know,keluar bersama,...gee,btw,sejak adikku Lilly terdengar lagumu yang teruk tu,dia tertanya-tanya kau ni orang yang macam mana,and she ended up asking for your picture,sigh,as if im not that tortured already...thanks for your time,adios..

Wanie Amir said...

tell her i'm definitely d same as her worst nightmare.. she'll stop asking... haha... gudnite.. adios

Unknown said...

yeah,I guess so...goodnight to you too.

P.s so you own yourself an Dslr and you call yourself a photographer?? I have a pen... I'm an author..

Wanie Amir said...

mohd azhar affridin.... u sent me a friend req. on fb and u deleted it b4 i get to see it... why is tht o?

Unknown said...

......no,i don't....fbku sudah dihack,dah lama aku tak guna,dah nak masuk 4bulan,you sure it was me?? though it is certainly impossible,to add you as my 'friend',if you know what i mean..

Wanie Amir said...

owh i c.... mybe org yg hack la 2 yg add kli... ok then..

Unknown said...

llllooooollll,no,saya memang ada add kamu,3 kali,tapi,memandangkan...hahaha,nantilah..tengok dulu..btw,macam mana kau tahu aku ada cuba kalau kau belum tengok?? ada notification begitu caranya ya? Pelik... :)

Wanie Amir said...

aku dpt notification d hp... laptop mmg xnmpk sda la... bla aku try klik ntfction yg dkt hp 2 x dpt plk...

Unknown said...

ok...ok...ok...,jadi,tiba-tiba aku jadi penting,sampai mahu tanya kenapa cancel ke?? hum,hum,hum...something is fishy here,just kidding... :)

Wanie Amir said...

i'm the one who should say tht coz u sent a req and deleted it... weird

Unknown said...

really,jadi kenapa tanya sebab aku cancel,pentingkah?...you can ignore it you know,like you always did,in everything...btw,its really are 'fishy' here,at my place,banyak ikan ni ha,hish...

Wanie Amir said...

maybe it seems fishy to u but i think its normal... human kind have this one trait called 'curiosity' nevermind, just let it be then.. small matter anyway

Unknown said...

dear God,duuuddeee,seriously,1st. sini banyak ikan,2nd. i somehow trying to make a joke(punny one) out of it,3rd. and you doesn't seem to understand,4th. i shaved this morning,no more beard,feel like a human(woman).. 5th. .......will...you?

Wanie Amir said...

will.... i... stop asking questions?? ok... haha

Unknown said...

nice try,mortal,...nice try indeed...jadi,Shafa ada kelas sekarang?? aku di depan IPG sekarang ni,mahu jumpa tak?

Wanie Amir said...

hri ahd mna da kls... plus skg exm.. mmg xda kls... ada bwk mknn?? lau xda xmau... haha

Unknown said...

haha,tiada makanan,tak jadi,maybe next time...aku belum layak lagi...nantilah,lepas kita sudah 'bernikah',just kiddin',LOL!!..hahaha,adios... :) jadi,kalau aku tanya lagi 'soalan' tu lain kali,what will be your answer?

asmidar khautsar said...

Give me food 1st then we'll discuss about it... haha... lol kidding

Unknown said...

hmmm...okeh,can't wait for that time to come,meh,kidding...so,do you know that if life gives melon,makes a melonade,err...yah,so,how's your day? Sudah solat Asar?

Unknown said...

*if life gives you melon,make a melonade,seriously,sorry...

Wanie Amir said...

getting worse day by day... i think... haha... sda... i dnt get wht u said... those life n mlonade thingy =.='

Unknown said...

be strong..sudah,Alhamdulillah..oh..it means to get the best out of everything that happened...oh,aku minta maaf tentang semua yang aku katakan/post sebelum,aku bodoh..aku tak fikir sebelum buat...lupakan semua yang pernah aku katakan,aku hilang akal waktu tu,aku pun kurang faham apa yang terjadi pada mindaku..maaf,ini takkan berlaku lagi.aku harap kau tidak ambil serius...sincerely..aku doakan agar kau sentiasa berbahagia dengan sesiapa sahaja dan dimana sahaja kau berada..adios.

Wanie Amir said...

ok :) i understand...

Unknown said...

ok :) i won't do it again,i'll always remind myself...thanks for your time.

Wanie Amir said...

gudnite... adios

Unknown said...

i don't feel like sleeping,but thanks,*sigh*..ke tempat Garnet jugak bermanja sepanjang malam,selamat malam...tidurlah,...ceh,until next time.. :)

Wanie Amir said...

did u know that people who sleeps less than 6 hours at night might have a higher percentage of dying at young age? haha.... so get some good sleep ^^

Unknown said...

did you know that the brain only need 3 hours of sleep to refill itself to its optimum performance,because why the hell not,and because that's the way it should be,and because Azhar the Samurai say so?? And Azhar do anything he want,where he want it,when he want it?? Just kidding..why don't you go get some sleep then..bye..wassalam.

Wanie Amir said...

fine... fine... ok..

Unknown said...

tidur,mengiring ke kanan,baca ayat kursi dulu,doakan ibubapamu,rakan-rakanmu,anakm..opss...selamat malam.

Wanie Amir said...

haha... tht's funny... eehhh, for real! gudnite... jgn rply lg k! mat mlm

Unknown said...

no,biar lelaki yang tamatkan..selamat malam,tidurlah sayang hati manikam payung intan mutiara ibunya...semoga bermimpi yang baik.

Mooi Abdullah said...

i was here. :D

Wanie Amir said...

point, jumaimah??? hahah