BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM...
Allah... You know this servant best... Even better than herself...
There was this one little girl...
When it comes to feelings, she got confused with her own...
And she didn't know why...
She wished she could tell...
She wished to know why...
It's been years... since she was still just a little girl, with ponytail hair crying on her mother's lap, getting to know the world around her...
It's been as long as she could remember when she said she liked that someone...
Someone whom she rarely met, but oftenly think of...
Not caring whether he like her or hate her...
All she ever knew was him...
There won't be anyone except him...
That feeling that the small little girl kept...
never fades for so long until it came to a time...
when she thought everything was too impossible to happen...
What she felt was too good to be true...
And so, SHE LET GO...
Without ever letting him know about what she felt...
Eventhough they still meet each other but very seldom...
Everything was left to be...
The girl moved on with her life... Leaving the past behind...
Met, fell for this one and dissapointed.
Fell for that one and dissapointed again.
Still, never tired of searching.
Then, she realised that it's time for her to STOP.
Stop looking, stop finding, and stop searching.
So there she was, waiting.
However, through all the years that had passed, there is ONE thing that still has not changed...
Her heart still skipped a beat everytime she saw that one person she once knew...
She still did not know what she should do upon seeing that person she once like...
And still, she could not find the reason why...
She told everyone he is not the one...
Even the last resort will not be him...
The person whom once she thought of the most became the person she did not even want to think of...
But above all that reasons, still, her heart beated fast... everytime she saw that someone... eventhough he never looked at her.
Eventhough he never knew...
Up till now, she still can't find any answer...
Why...
Why is it even her own heart could not explain what was happening..........
And there she was....
WAITING....
13 comments:
awww,..that's so epic..
sabar dear/little girl a.k.a that pony with a tail that once make her mother cried in her lap,...God,this ode/lyrics/symphony of your heart just show its deal,that is the truth..,sabar,entahlah apa yang sudah jadi dengan kamu ni...,kalau sudah jodoh tu,kemana saja kamu berlari,sejauh mana pun jarak kamu berdua,sesusah manapun diri menyangkal,hati kamu tetap akan disatukan,teruskan hidup....ada pepatah 'if you love someone/thing,let it go,if it comes back,it's yours,if it's not,it never was'...damn,what a love/life story,it's like me watching a romantic comedy movie of some sort,...
p.s baca benda ni time dengar lagu Bryan Adams,praise the Lord...and curses to those who dares let chu' dawn...
is it that obvious who the little girl is? haha... the thing is, i don't hope for anything to come back. in fact, i don't want any of it to come back. hoping to be together with that someone? lagi laa tidak sama sekali... i'm happy with what i have now... i don't wish to be togetherone day soon with that someone... hoping for that someone to stay out of my life? yes. i do hope so... my only problem is that, i don't know despite all these, knp aq msi rs lain mcm bla jmpa dia... tht's all
err sebab,kau cakap first,'You know this servant best,even better than herself,then,there was one little girl~..see,isn't that a continuation,.
ok,hmmmm,...misunderstood kamek,...perempuan memang tidak boleh dibaca,kan? And,why do you hope him to stay out of your life,rasanya mesti dia sudah buat yang bukan-bukan ni...
p.s 'despite all these'.....that reminds me..of.something.
no... he did nothing actually...
ok,baiklah,pelik pulak tu....,maaf sebab bangkitkan isu yang bukan bidang hakku dengan soalan sebelum ini,...may the Force be with you
p.s jom nyanyi lagu Geisha,Takkan Pernah Ada,walaupun rasanya Blackout lagi best..adios
how do you know that song?
Blackout?? Dude,its Linkin Park's a.k.a MANLIEST'S song,yeah,you should listen to it,it's gonna put and send your soul soaring rocketing high up to the sky,yeah!!
p.s from their newest album of awe-waitforit-someness,Living Things....
i dnt like linkin park's song... skit tlinga
wui,sakit telinga?..bukan semua lagu mereka ada si Chester menjerit,banyak lagi tu yang slow,tengok meaning jugak bah,.....
oh,maksudmu Geishaka?,itu time aku stalked Fbmu dulu,time kau baru2 add aku,hehe,that was those times,haaa,good ol' memories...hehe...please don't mad at me,it was when I'm still a lil bit childish,..
p.s ..........
it's ok.. past is past... just dnt bring it up again
ya,that's is too,my point,...anyway,the past really teaches me alot,all things passing by,memories stringed together,....I'm really glad God brings me up this way,its miraculous,and,just Magnificent...
p.s hasta la próxima vez,mi amigo,....nevertheless,au revoir
ok, adios
jaga diri. :)
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